Life is changing…

Life is changing…
My life is changing…
Days of joy, days of fun…
Left with memories only now…
Separated from families and friends…
Separated from everything…
And now I left alone…
Left with nothing more than just memories behind…
I miss those times, miss those days…
Life of fun, of love and joy…
And now I’m living, carrying just memories in my heart…

Nothing remains the same…
Everything changes, as the time passes…
Its just like a dream or a show or a movie…
Happiness comes but never last long…
And we think our life is happy, full of joy and pleasant…
No matter how happy we are now, today or tomorrow…
Someday, one day… happiness will leave us alone…

Movie is better than our lives…
We can watch and enjoy again the movies which we watched already before…
But life, nothing more than just a imagination..
Not even clear imagination…

Life is changing…
Changing every second, every moment… every breath I’m taking in and out, life is changing… every word I’m writing, life is changing… every thought that I’m thinking, life is changing…
Left with nothing more than just memories in my heart…

27-9-2012

I’m Sick but OK!

Whenever I’m sick, I miss my mum a lot, although I miss her every time, even though I miss those times, when I used to get sick, even a little bit of minor headaches, mum used not let me do anything, not even let me to get out of my bed.
          Mum used to get late for her work but not caring it,  she uses to take care me and if she has got important work to do, she used to just prepare everything for me, so that I don’t have to work hard to get anything while am not feeling good, plenty of food, one big flash of boiler water, mum knows that I don’t like to drink hot water so she just boil the water first then she lets the water cool down than she used to give me to drink it.
            I know, I supposed not to think a lot now, as my head is paining and stomach just can’t letting me sleep well too, even though thoughts are just not stopping remembering all those time, which I spent together with my mum, I don’t know what to say, many people are around me but who knows what I’m feeling now.
          I miss you mum, missing you very much ^eyes are getting wet^ (but I talk to myself), “Come on! Boys don’t cry!!” and give a big hug to myself and smile  ^_^!  (just a childish post) 🙂